I wrote this a few years back:
“I know what it feels like to be lonely. In fact, being lonely is a universal feeling. And loneliness can lock you down and trap you into doing nothing. Crazy huh, that you are not alone in feeling alone?”
I look back on the last ten or so years seeing the Lord’s redemptive work in my life. I literally have been surrounded by friends and family who care deeply for me. I think the single most transformative action I took was to choose a few friends I could trust and slowly open up my entire life to them. I mean everything, the good, the bad, the ugly, and eventually, when I became courageous enough, the unique gifts and talents God placed in me.
FYI, your not alone. You are not forgotten. I believe he is waiting to find just the right way and time to surround you too. If you move even an inch toward Him, He will rush in.